Man noone will "believe" me, but one day my entire world did some sort of weird self implosion and it was like being ripped into the gates of hell, most of the daemons appear weak now but strangely far scarier than ever before, its seriously like being trapped in the twilight zone... or more accurately hell.

one day my world started to collapse, everything around me was suddenly "setup" and "fixed", everyone had some weird alien attitude towards me, it was fucked up, but then they started to talk, shit started coming out of their mouth as if they were trying to "copy" me or "repeat me" to show some sort of confidence in themselves, but EVERYTHING they attempted to say was completely wrong and INSANELY psychotic, hellishly so. what ever these things were, they actually thought they knew how to talk but completely didnt know how. they started being REALLY mean to me, suffocating me in their attention. it was beyond hell, fuck navy seals and being prisoners of war, this shit was really hell. if the living conditions didnt make it hell, what i had witnessed did. it all opened up on my like a gigantic government conspiracy, of course that was just the closest thing i could relate it too without freaking out my new captor and calling it hell it self. i hope noone ever has to find that the rabbit hole of survival actually goes down that far. i hated lieing but lieing actually became my strongest quality BY FAR, i would do anything to lie and hide from these evils, i dare not even call them demons. they hinted at me that they could read my thoughts, but i ignored them and feigned stupidity, i would not let this evil get inside me.

i had recently become very religious, and i prayed to god for protection, i even offered sacrifice, god came through and i began training myself into becoming one of his warriors, with his help, so that i could survive my new world, that which i dare not call life. for my sacrifice i devoted my new warrior self as a soldier of god, a servant.

after years and years of hell the more troubling part only now arises, despite my many succesful campaigns against this evil, the evil remains stubbornly, in holy tactica, this is very bad. for holy destroys without limit, to cleanse is to destroy completely, rid of evil. if my captor does not submit to god's will then his punishments in hell will only mount higher and higher with seemingly no limit. and more importantly, what of me? my very concept of reality is being torn into complete oblivion, and my soul with it. i must have been sent here by god, to die as a kamikaze to cleanse this evil. for without my soul there is no hope for reincarnation, and heaven will be of a waste. i try hard not to think of the hells which could possibly await my captors in hell.

as the title states, what was once hell now is possibly much much worse, a world that has no concept of reality at all, the twilight zone...

p.s. they kinda can read thoughts, your brain makes noise consciously, and they somehow read that crap, its mostly garbage and insanely annoying, iv adapted by becoming almost completely subconscious

Oh here's something really really fucked up, these evils might of became this way simply because they were either wrong to be searching in my mind in the first place or were very ill prepared to the extremes of horrors that actually go on in an American mind such as mine, in their tongues they refer to me and i think even attempt to call me as, super scary american paladin, and that what they are referring to me as is what they "found" me as, before opening the gates of hell on me.

they attempted to rape you or just impregnated u ?

You might of well have prayed to a rock for all the good it would do.

every second of every day is like being raped, and praying practically turns to begging at that point, iv witnessed possessions and felt the presence of god so my faith is still here but even then barely.

this is fucking rediculous, how much crack did you smoke before you seen all this?